Submission

I'm a submissive. Always have been. But that doesn't meant that I allow men to disrespect me. Submission is a gift that I choose to give....Its not a right to be taken by anyone who wants it.

Waiting for a plane

The infamous ex is back. I'm not sure how I feel about it. We've been able to talk a little about what happened and I've got closure, finally, on some things.

Its 10.19pm on Saturday night and I'm wide awake. There's nothing on TV. Infact I've got K1 kickboxing on. Rather boring.

I'm talking to a male piercer in a bondage chatroom about labia piercings. I still want one! I'm not allowed one though. Plus I really don't want to risk the possibility of loosing feeling and not being able to achieve orgasm. Shit! That's too terrible to contemplate really.

This time next week...

...I won't be here, anymore. Can't wait.

I hate...

..being 'left out of the loop'

 

I heard something today that i'm not quite sure how to take...

Someone I was very close to online about a year ago has apparently passed away from cancer. To be honest with all the lies and bullshit that goes on online, i'm not sure if I can totally believe it. But it sure has shaken me. My thoughts are with her husband and 2 small sons.

R.I.P NymPh....You will be missed.

Mixed feelings

Friends of mine are going through emotional stuff at the moment, they've just found out that their daughter is pregnant again. She already has a 7 year old (Nicole's sister Aimee) that she had when two weeks after she turned 15. Shes now 22, but has always been very determined that shes not ever going to have any other children. Minds change, I know.

But for my friends its bringing back all the emotions and stuff they went though when she was pregnant at 14. As I told them last night, they will get through it, and it will work out in the end.